People will normally ask “Why would you choose to be in a long distance relationship?” “What if he/she is cheating on you?” “How can you survive it when both of you are far from each other.” I have asked myself too. And like these people, I have not been much of a LDR fan! I broke up with my bf when I learned that I passed the entrance exam for a university far from home. Needless to say, here I am, eating my words. Here I am, head over heels for someone miles and miles away from me. True enough. It is hard! It is so hard not to be with the person you want to be with. It is so hard not to be able to hold his hand, hug him, cuddle with him and kiss him. It is so hard to stay sane while you know that you wanna be where he is BUT YOU CAN’T! Yeah! IT IS SO DAMN HARD! And the people around you who are too negative instead of being the other way around don’t help either. But what makes me hold on? It is because I know this is WORTH IT! I have prayed for years to finally find a man who will love me with no buts or whys. And now that it is given, I don’t think there is still going back. Everyday maybe like hell cause he’s not with me, but I am sure, everything will be okay, and everything will be perfect. I’d rather endure the distance and hardships it comes with my soulmate, than spend my days being with the wrong one. :)